Postponing my post graduate?

The requirement for MBA in Finance in Nottingham Malaysia is to have 3 years of minimum work experience. And by Sept 2014, I'll only have 2. Been in contact with the course director and he advised me apply for Spet 2015 intake. That would be next year! Exceptions will be considered in other requirement, but not this one.

Ahhh, I get too excited too fast. I really would like to go back to school this year (part time). Looking for other options.

Investment of Trust

This blog would someday be a reference point in my life.

I am learning to put a huge amount of trust on a man that's by law a 'stranger' to me. Nonetheless, my future responsibilities and obligations are my utmost priority. Yes, should be too worried about trusting another being that (insyaAllah) is created for me.

With each step towards the preparation, my trust grows deeper. May this last.

2nd day of work

I really really wonder if this is worth it. Really. Unpaid, penat, berhabuk etc. Okay I sound so annoying. But -- anyway, dad has his reasons for being so conventional and mum has her reasons for being, err, reasonable(?) in how the world works nowadays. Ecehh not like how to govern the world, more like the academic and working world. I have to be strong. I feel like there is no freaking way that I can be an excellent engineer. InsyaAllah, with tons of effort and hard work. But why? Why the hell should I put so much effort and at the end of the day be so worn out? I want to do something I enjoy. Something that benefits people (again back to me having to enjoy what I do). Also something that benefits me. I know, not everyone can get what they wish for, dream job, fancy cars, perfect husband, a huge house etc. So yeah, this engineer thing is gonna be like the first 10 years (max) of my career life. Then I'm gonna be a lecturer (possible?) or anything that I can be to be away from the dusty sites, cables, currents etc. and to earn a living. Don't say I mengada, not like that one, I just can't okay.

I wanna do something so much more with my life. Life is short. I gotta make it worth it. First for myself, then for all the people the I love. I also wanna do something like going to Palestine and help. Help the poor Malaysian children with insufficient food and books. Teach the youngsters about how there's more to life. Okay fine, tak layak lagi and tak cukup duit. Kena lah jadi engineer sekejap. Tu lah, professional degree punya pasal and now here I am. But I shouldn't be complaining much I'm sorry. I'm blessed to be in an excellent school, to meet many different kinds of people who taught me the winding roads of life, to have the opportunity to travel and see the world, and to get to study for free for the time being. Thank you Allah for the rezeki that I have.

p/s:
1) I have to admit I picked the wrong major for my passion. I listened to others and not myself. But that doesn't mean that they are less right. It's just me. Maybe I'm too young to understand, we'll see.
2) I kinda still wanna make electric cars like Myvi, which (almost) everyone drives. Won't that be cool?

list of other possible majors:

1. Event Organizer
2. Photography
3. Culinary Art
4. Culture & Religious Studies

Impossible much. Though I'm not a good cook and slow at writing papers.
Guess I'm stuck with EE thanks to Voltaire and Ampere.

Future Husband