You know what? I just don't care anymore. I'm sorry Gabe, I just can't. Sigh. You guys don't want to read this. Please don't.
So I hope that people around me aren't fed up with me yet. I apologize that my hormones are always jumping around at their own will without considering the reality that I have to go through as a young adolescent woman. The resentment that I feel which I've long tried to bury hoping that it'll decay is too strong for my sciency brain to fight with. Then again, does science and logic control the world? Absolutely not! At the end of the day, your burning intuition will make the decision for you, hoping and praying to Allah to lead you to the right path.
Anyway, I just erased six lines of my whines and decided to stop right here. Oh yes, I apologize again for expressing my bitterness but I'm you're not affected in any way. I guess my guts aren't strong enough to plainly say what's bothering me. Though, my fickle-minded brain is always unsure of the thoughts that running, you know? Like the image that Spongebob portrays in his head where little miniature yellow sponges are working and processing his thoughts. The difference is, my miniature self is probably ten times less organize that his are, except on academic matters I hope.
hint*
