April 11, 2015

Thanks for the 14 years FF clan!

Thank you for starring in the awesome movie saga, Fast & Furious! I watched and remembered them all, felt them all (I am known to be emotional), and loved each one. Han's death fate on screen was devastating, he was the coolest of all, being all laid back and bad boy with a sweet smile. But Paul Walker's actual tragedy really hit me in the gut and it's hitting me again since this Furious 7 wave. Since I'm supposed to be older and wiser, I just let the tears flow silently (instead of weeping each time I hear See You Again), thinking that his family & friends must felt a thousand times worse than we fans do. It may sound cheesy to be crying over celebrities but I only get this feeling to the people I grow up with. Like Princess Diana & the cast of Friends for example. Anyway, much love for Paul, Vin, Jordana, Tyrese and everyone. X


March 8, 2015

Shout out to my husband

I appreciate the dishes that you washed, clothes that you fold, our bed that you made and feeding the lingering cats. Despite of a long day at work, thanks for taking me out for dinner these past few weeks. Also, for waking me up when I fell asleep before performing isyak. And when things get rough for me, you said you cannot imagine how I feel but you'd do as much to help (that made me cried harder actually). Patience is the only option now. I'm proud of all mums for going through pregnancy. 

11 weeks now. Praying for the sickness to end. InsyaAllah.

February 22, 2015

Baby

A beautiful, most magical baby is developing inside of me. Despite the morning (read: all day) sickness that I'm experiencing, I love you so very much, and your daddy too.

The vomit and nausea is by far the worse today. Facetiming with my mother helped a lot. Now I know her sacrifices for us, for me and my siblings, I love you mom, and dad.

February 21, 2015

Pengantin lama & Mummy to be

I married the man I love close to seven months now. Been meaning to write earlier but never had the kerajinan to :) Officially migrated to a new home in Kuantan, seems like I'll be living here for a while. Husband is very kind to provide us with a lovely home by the beach. Here's a photo of us during the Groom's reception.


Yes, definitely the happiest moment of my life. And things doesn't just stop there, Alhamdulillah, I'm 9 weeks pregnant now and expecting in September, yayyyyy! It's hard to believe that we're going to be parents. Sometimes I still freak out because I can't find a matching hijab to go with my outfit, or I'm too tired to cook and eat out at the same time. But a baby? Hehehe, we'll learn along the way, like everyone else do. My first pregnancy survived for 5 weeks, and it took us by surprise. The miscarriage brought us more grief than we expected. But it was a smooth sailing 5 weeks. Unlike this one, baby bubu keeps making me dizzy and nausea, hehe, but it's okay. Daddy says it means that the baby is healthy inside, I hope so. Here's a photo of a 1.97cm baby :)


I am also enrolled in a part-time MBA program, and this is my 3rd most difficult semester so far. It's hard in a sense that morning (or all day) sickness is taking over everything. I find it hard to read journals, focus is class, and do my homework. I'm also lazier to check my phone for group discussion (ahhhh bad!) and all I wanna do is sleeeeeep. It's okay, I'm gathering the strength now, bit by bit. Mid-term is approaching and I need to brush up like asap!

Work has been kind to me for the past few months, since my marriage actually, I manage to get home by sunset most of the time, Alhamdulillah :) I really wish I can visit my family in India by the end of semester on April, will it be safe for me to travel then? It's been a while, and sometimes I meet them in my dreams.